hope for a beautiful future

   As I write this I still can't believe I actually took the leap and made a blog. An  then the thoughts come in that there's no point. Who will ever read this? If they do read this they'll probably think your one of three things...crazy, pathetic or just an  idiot. Or possibly all three.  

   But then I'm reminded, you can feel and hear the voices of doubt nagging you because you have turned away from the light.  It's so easy to turn away from God's light during  our hectic and crazy lives. We so easily lose track of who we are pleasing an  who is most importAnt to us. And when we do that in seeps the nasty voices of doubt. 

   We all have scars. Emotional scars from so many things cut deeper than we realize. And they haunt us. They sink in and I so wish they would go away. All the negative an  hurtful names and words out of daddy's mouth. His rage pouring out on your in terrifying fury. The screaming, the physical violence that we don't deserve but yet we are put through. When mom decides she doesn't  want you anymore. She wants a new life with someone else and a new kid. It just repeatedly tells you your not worthy. No one values your presence, your voice, you or anything you have to offer. You are insignificant and you voice has no use in being heard. 

   But there is hope for us all!! God has so much LOVE!! And open ears an  an  open heart. He love us so deeply and years for us to turn to him. To run to him and give him everything that is in us. All our burdens, our hurts and scars he wants them all.  He wants us to be so full of him an  his LOVE that we are brimming with the confidence that only he can give us. 

   I now have a new found hope in a future that can be full of confidence and love an  God's holy joys for all of us who accept it. 

Love life,
  Kate